(19:08 / Friday, July 27, 2007)
Haunted
I knew it was going to be bad. Tell me I'm pessimistic like hell because I know that already :] Today was
lovely.
I did Chinese Compre test.
I failed my literature mini-essays.
I have Chemistry, Math, Math Scenario and Tingxie next week.
I have Geog & Chemistry assignments to complete.
It's the start to the end of the week.
HONESTLY!
@!#$%^&*)&^%$#@!
This is the only the beginning of secondary and I am so screwd. I don't know what will happen. I already lost the feeling of shock and horror when I fail anything. It seems to already be in the back of my mind. No one fails in Sec One! NO ONE FAILS IN SEC ONE. It hasnt even been half the term yet, but I am scared. I am so scared. For all I know I'll start failing everything. My Math results have always been fluctuating but the mid-year review is my first fail. My Physics is shit because it is like slamming two of my need-improvement subjects in my face.
Now I am going to study for Math, because scenario is on Monday and the test is on Tuesday. Then after that I'll do Chem because its on Wednesday. Then in between all these I will try to remember some lines in tingxie basically, because Chinese is my weakest. But at the same time I cannot afford to push my practice aside! You understand what I mean by screwd?
Goodbye.